Even Tho Its Hard - Trae Tha Truth

I swear

I’m just sitting back thinkin' about everything in life

No matter how good I done by people

It never failed, man

You know I’m human

I always come back around, totally the opposite

But I’m good though

Lotta things been in my head

Days I barely leave my bed

I keep pushin' like you said

Even though it’s hard

So much pain, I cannot rest

All this time it got me stressed

I don’t win, I do my best

Even though it’s hard

Lately, I been dealing with pain, I’d rather fight

Like why the fuck I’m stuck in the night searching for light

Damn, my niggas off in the sky, without a flight

All the things they left me to fear, it wasn’t right

Hella niggas still in the cell, send 'em a kite

Me, I’d rather hit 'em with flicks, I hate to write

Turn my back on many of mine?

I ain’t the type

That’s why the couple of 'em who left, I hold 'em tight

I feel I need a different direction, no distillation

but we fuck 'em, that’s restoration

Some people that I love tryna stop me from elevation

Right or wrong, I still keep it solid, no hesitation

Me, I’m in the same location where nothin' promised

Where they say you ain’t designed to see thirty, just bein' honest

Just hope they got to see when it happened

Lotta things been in my head

Days I barely leave my bed

I keep pushin' like you said

Even though it’s hard

So much pain, I cannot rest

All this time it got me stressed

I don’t win, I do my best

Even though it’s hard

They told me keep my faith while I’m losing, and it’ll pass

Praying

Hard to see one day you’ll be first when always last

I swear it’s like your life only relevant when it’s cash

Be careful who you give dedication,

Just know you at somebody disposable like you was trash

No with me controlling these motions, I only spaz

Too many niggas singin' the blues right over jazz

speakin' different, most of live it, a different tune

Not knowing things, we made it, our mama, we would be doomed

My children ask me «Will it get better?»

I tell 'em «Soon»

I’m equal to the greats but I’m guessing it wouldn’t

Even if I never get noticed, I couldn’t trip

I know, keep on planning, I couldn’t slip

Anyone who listen, I gotta dip

Regardless, tell 'em «Look at me now», I got 'em Clip

Lotta things been in my head (My head)

Days I barely leave my bed (My bed)

I keep pushin' like you said

Even though it’s hard (It's hard)

So much pain, I cannot rest (I can’t rest)

All this time it got me stressed (Stressed)

I don’t win, I do my best (My best)

Even though it’s hard

Even

My bed

It’s so hard

I can’t rest

It’s stress

My best