Barricade - Jaykae, Dapz On The Map

She had bad luck when it came to relationships

And this one was no different

Broke up with her ex boyfriend the stakeouts were too consistent

Was close but now they’re distant

He thinks there’s someone else

Because whenever he brings it up to her she brings up someone else

Woah

She’s still hurting

Cos when they was together he hurt her

A part of her still loves him

He knows this cos he knows her

Feeling confused

To why she feels the way she feels towards the man she’s with

When all he did was keep it real

When her and her ex broke up

She likes him but she ain’t in love

He asked her if he’s worthy

She told him lets not rush

Used to tell everyone about him but nowadays she don’t bring him up

Used to always stop at his but nowadays she makes excuses up

And finds herself no longer wanting to sex

He’s insecure, she gives him reassurance over text

Cos when she calls he don’t accept

She can’t help it

The truth is she’s selfish and don’t wanna let him know that it’s over

He told her she’ll lose him but she don’t wanna let him go

Cos she knows she’s got a good man but she’s not in a good place

One day her ex-boyfriend rung her in front of my man’s face

And she never answered

He asked why

She phones back

But it’s too late

That was the last straw

But he’s made up his mind

He thinks they should go on a break

Time has passed since they last spoke

They pree each other to see if anyone else is involved

Too much pride to pick up the phone

She’s always on his mind but his mind’s made up

She needs time but she know’s time’s up

So they don’t think to try patch things up

Well I guess that’s how things go

Meanwhile her ex-boyfriend's been keeping himself busy

In studio on a late night shift

He took a break on relationships

All of her friends know all of his songs

That’s why they can’t escape from him

Even though he’s the one who done wrong

She feels it’s right to escape with him

Cos they’ve got history

Her friends prefer the man she was seeing

But them two are history

She knows what she wants

He knows what she’s on

They’ve been talking more and now they get on

He knows my man’s gone

So suggests that they catch up cos it’s been so long since they last met

So they decide to link weekend

And catch up in a bar in town

The atmosphere’s kinda tense

So he breaks the ice and gets in the rounds

Conversation starts flowing

She begins to let her guard down

It feels so different this time than last time round

So she gets in the last round

Then they leave

He’s wavey

She’s wavey

In a taxi

To his house

Going with the flow

They know what’s going down but no-one's saying no

Igniting the flames

Now they link up every other day

But she starts to get too attached

So he plays the silent game

She realises he ain’t changed

She feels used

He don’t want a girl

She don’t understand

She’s not in his world

He’s got different plans

She’s back here again

Bottle in her hand

Drunk and plays slow jams thinking where she went wrong

Found out from her friend the other day the guy she was with has now moved on

Weeks have passed and still she can’t take

Her mind off all of the heart ache

There’s no mending

She’s back on the defensive

Barricade up not feeling herself she’s been throwing up

Scared cos deep down she knows she’s still growing up

Woah

Feeling so negative

She takes a test and it says positive

So I don’t blame her

I don’t blame her, no

DSAW

We know what we want but you

Won’t let go and I’m confused

So please tell me so I can help you

From putting up a barrier

No, no

Your friends don’t know me like you do

Ignore them when they give you advice

Because they don’t have a clue

I understand you’ve got a barrier

No, no no

Cos when you let it down you always get let down

I know

There’s no need to have doubt cos Imma stick around

I think that I should make you know

But you can make up your mind

Make up your mind (x6)

But you can make up your mind

Make up your mind (x6)

So I don’t blame her

I don’t blame her, no

Cos when she lets it down she always gets let down

Gets let down

So I don’t blame her

I don’t blame her, no

Cos when she lets it down she always gets let down