My World - Jarren Benton

Step into my world

Where there’s no one there

Wishing my nigga was alive and his death was a fucking sick joke

I wanna give y’all me but these niggas just want a skitzo

Daily I feel like I’m under-rated

Despite of any small win I have, I still wonder if I’ma make it

See every day I’m falling outta love with the music

Make up the dumbest excuses just for me to get through it

Money, pussy and fame is what they put in our brain

So when I wake I feel like there’s something I must obtain

I should be raising my fucking kids

But I’m tryna write a verse that’d make 'em raise up their ears

Middle finger up to the 17 year old kid

Who think that Kendrick, Cole and Drake are the only ones spitting shit

Don’t be a fucking sheep

And if are, jump in a pool of piss with a cinder block to your feet

I’m hearing shots in my sleep, I wake up and it’s me

Behind the barrel, my own blood seeping out my apparel

Now how I come so far?

Still think of killin' myself

Negative thoughts and drugs, this shit is killin' my health

This vodka just blanket my insecurities

Other rappers hide behind money, clothes and jewellery

How does a nigga silence a beast?

Everything cool, I’m just out here tryna get peace

I’m no better than you, so I ain’t out here just tryna preach

Somewhere I lost myself so I’m out here tryna find me

My world

Step into my world

Where there’s no one there