Always Have a Choice - Havoc

We always have a choice

At least I think we do

Always tried so hard

I thought this to be true

Ashes to ashes, I’m in love with asses

How you chasing pussy but don’t see that money passing?

Pass, shoot, pow.

Would you answer if I asked you?

How long you think that silly living gonna last you?

And where you see yourself in like five years?

Time fly — you ain’t dealing with light years

Need a bright idea that’ll take me outa here

But misery brought my company

And I ask it what it want from me

My focus

It’ll eat up any ambition like locusts

I could never see myself bein' on that broke shit

Pry way down thinking «how'd I ever blow this?»

And them OGs know this

But we laugh when they approach us

Experience is the best coaches

So I’mma listen

Mouth shut and ears open

I’m doin things I did in nine-five in the Youtube era

I’m bent on camera, catchin all of my errors

Drunk sayin' things that I wouldn’t say normally

Disrespecting rappers that I adored enormously

It was me, but then it wasn’t me

A certain reason why these hoes only wanted me

Looking for the truth but it was right in front of me

Pound one-love but I wasn’t even loving me

Living like my head was on backwards

Good for me, now your ass is on back taxes

No role models

No practice

Niggas wiling out around me got your boy on the black list

Consider this verse like a soundtrack to my life

Down 3−1, can I bounce back?

No question, faith will lead you

People make mistakes

But mistakes make people

Yeah, I love hip-hop cause it gave me that outlet

To express things about me I ain’t figured out yet

Me and it got an unbreakable bond

Even when it’s down south, that’s my mothafuckin dawg

Brought me through the storm

Past all the hate

And no matter what it may, sure negate

Been through a lot on the grind together

Not just a president of the struggle

I’m a member