Dear Mom - CJ

Hey mom, please listen to this song

I wrote it just for you

Hope you find it well

So here goes

Dear Mom

I know I haven’t always been the best son to you

I’m sorry for tearing your life in two

This song is dedicated to the wonderful mom you are

Mom, I don’t know where I’d be if you got hit by that car

Last few years for us have been far from good

Shit, there’s a reason I walk around under a hood

Dad may have not been the ideal man

At least Mike don’t let shit hit the fan

Everytime after an argument

I think and regret everything I said and did

The next couple verses are dedicated to all that’s happened

From 2009 until today our situation has worsened

Mom, I feel super bad for how I treat you

Everyday we have tension, our tempers go to timbuktu

I love you momma

Nothing will ever change that

I know I’m not the ideal son

Everything you do I appreciate

Thank you for all you do

Please continue listening cause it’s a tribute to you

Mom, 2009 is when it all fell to bits and pieces

My life went into the toilet like feces

The divorce between you and dad tore me apart

His actions afterwards weren’t very smart

There are days where I wish I could go back and change reality

But I can only be glad that now you’re happy

Our relationship hasn’t been stable in awhile

If you ever went missing I’d search over a mile

Every night I sat up and wondered when you’d be home

My mouth was covered in every inch by foam

You would’ve thought I contracted rabies

Me, sam, and christian didn’t know if we’re still your lil babies

Inside I started to grow something, it was resentment

Nobody was giving time to put in a little help investment

Mom, I thought about you twenty-four seven

My temper was as bad and ballistic as 9/11

Each moment spent with you was deeply cherished

I spent it as if it was gonna be my last if you might parish

There’s one more verse in this song momma

If you won’t listen at least tell me you ain’t gonna

I love you momma

Nothing will ever change that

I know I’m not the ideal son

Everything you do I appreciate

Thank you for all you do

Please continue listening cause it’s a tribute to you

The day you came back up to Michigan to help me

Was the happiest I had been since looking at pics of you and me

Mom, I’m sorry for every time I made you feel like shit

Because of you I’m no longer getting hit

Please remember that we saved each others lives

Dad almost took mine and yours, today we give high fives

The last 2 years with you have been a rocky ride

Thank you for not letting me run and hide

And for never giving up on me

Dad probably did that when he hit the family

I cannot thank you enough for what you’ve done to help me

I could not have asked for a better mom to have for my family

For all the times you and mike continued to care for us

No matter what pain we cause for both of ya’s

All the times we pushed each other to the limits

And having our explosive temper fits

Mom thank you for being the mother you are

I can’t tell you how much I regret our little war

You think I hate you, but I can never hate my hero

Though I may treat you like hero the zero

Mom, I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you

I deserve it back but multiply it by 2

Mom please accept this as my dearest apology to you

Never forget that I will always love you

From

Connor