Losing - Iamsu!, CJ

I am losin' myself to find you

I am losin' myself to find you

I am losin' myself to find you

Yeah I’m dying it’s true

It’s never been about anything more or anything less, it’s all about you

Like I’m losing a war that I can’t win

But I can’t loose because I’ll lose you

I’m realizing the definition of life and the line between truth and lies

So in the end I be lying where the truth lies

I’m a dog off the leash, they want me euthanized

Told me I’m not too far away, well I ain’t too surprised

Looking down at the world like who the hell am I?

Chocolate thoughts while I’m wondering, vanilla skies

Waiting for my words to be heard, to be televised

It’s the worst I’m impatient, I get the urge, go crazy and run the game just

for exercise

Fuck the fame cause all the pain that I’ve gained on my way here is been left

behind

So I’mma give you what I got not what I got to give

The worst part of being alive is only not to live

Losin' myself to find you

I am losin' myself to find you

I am losin' myself to find you

Yeah I’m dying it’s true

It goes, breaking down the weed, heading to the money

Got an outta pocket speed, yeah it’s true indeed

In the newest sneaks, doing interviews bout how I moved about the streets and

how I started make beats

I mean great stone, Jordan shorts on, sipping Crystal

Man that shit’s wild

Telling P-lo we gon' be good tell CJ the same thang

However you wanna put it, I put on the whole gang

I put HBK every song, they ain’t take it serious

Fresh pyramids on Mars I think it’s really glirious, perilous

They say here we go, on your stereo

World spinning, it go round and round, like a merry go

Barely know, but I swear to god I’mma deal em hot as hell

I’m a criminal stacking money to the ceiling but

Feelings niggas fake, I’m past good, feeling like I’m great

Bitch I need millions on my plate like

I am losin' myself to find you

I am losin' myself to find you

I am losin' myself to find you

Yeah I’m dying it’s true

It’s true (repeated — fade out)