Thick Skin - Bellows

Staring out your car window I feel my size

Hudson Palms, The Catskill Gulf Stream

The world’s alive!

I knew your fullness from the start, I felt your size

And I saw an ending in your face, your arms, your bed at night

And what’s better than looking for it, something you won’t find?

I’ve grown so thick skinned lately, but I wanna cry

You couldn’t see the way I let go

Surfaced from sorrow and sunk into something more gross

Cause I still fear the unknown

Don’t wanna leave the earth even for a moment

Cause what’s better than looking for it?

What’s better than lost time?

I’ve grown so thick skinned lately, but I wanna cry

So will you hold me close, then open your arms?

I want to feel you missing, to feel your warmth

Cause what’s better than looking for it, something you won’t find?

I’ve grown so thick skinned lately

But I want to cry

But I want to cry

But I want to cry