Cease to Be - Bellows

You look at her once and you’ll know completely

She is the way that you thought she’d be

Something like clarity that I seek out

To look in the mirror and cease to be

To live in the saying that lasts your whole life

Or maybe in waiting to kill this dream

Sometimes so scary that we just freak out

To look in the mirror and not see anything at all

Forget you are human

For just a minute

Forget you are not ethereal

Like a miracle, like a miracle, like miracle

See me so boldly with eyes just weeping?

(so you can) see what I’m like when I’m fast asleep?

Restfully lifeless or reckless leaping

See when I’m moving so slow

Or can’t see anything at all

Forget you are human

For just a minute

Forget you are not ethereal

Broken, cynical

Lost and fearing-all

Dark in the hall

Like a miracle, like a miracle

No suicide can bring you dying so hard as you’d find just by being alive