The Recluse - Yüth Forever

I am the bitter son of a world that never wanted me

And now it’s clear to see

I am spit out and useless, beaten too many times

Now I speak to you toothless

Life’s a poison vial that’s filled to the brim

So I’ll do like they say and take it all in

Every new face tells a worn out story

Every new place gets my stomach churning

Every day the weight on my spine gets bigger

Every time I tell myself it’s okay it withers

I came from dirt, I’ll fucking end in dirt, 'cause there’s nothing more to life

than being hurt

I came from dirt, I’ll fucking end in dirt, 'cause there’s nothing more to life

than being hurt

I don’t know how to live as a man who’s lost it all

Or how to pick up these pieces when every time I fall

So I’ll gather these chains, and tie them to my feet, and step into the ocean

and forget to breathe

I’m lost, defeated, and senseless

(Senseless)

Drove away everyone I’ve loved just so I could end this

I’ve sent out my flares

And they’ve all gone unnoticed

Every cry for help was a goddamn death wish

For too long I’ve pushed death aside

And it’s never even crossed my mind

But maybe it’s time I give suicide a try