Forever - Yüth Forever

You were my pen, you were my paper

You were my devil, you were my savior

You were what was in my head at 3AM

When my mind was too stubborn to let anyone else in

I’m a lost cause

My gun talks

It tells me how it wants me gone

All the pills I cough

Told me to write this song

I’ve been written off

I’m always on the rocks, ha

Microphone check

I’m still feeling depressed

Nobody cares til you’ve got rope marks around your neck

So fake your death, fake your death

Pretend you’re on your last breath

My façade will carry me to the end

And if we’re being honest the suicide notes were just written for attention

Because you all didn’t use to love me back before the depression

And now my minds full of garbage so they prescribe narcotics

And to be deathly honest it’s killing me how distant I’ve gotten

How distant I’ve gotten

Undiagnosed fucking has-been

Still spends his life in a hospital bed and

Hocks up his own mistakes and engraves all of the dates

Of each time he laid waste to a blessing in the creases of his young face

Waltzing in the moonlight

With all the friends inside my own mind

Nothing new, I think I’m better off alone right?

I only smile to waste time

Between now and when I die

We only smile to waste time

Between right now and when we die

And when I’m awake at 3 am

Guess what’s on my mind again

It’s not you but the youth

We’re all alone so follow suit

Into nothing, just me and you

Forever

And ever

Forever

And ever