This November - Tim Barry

Fell this morning, fucked up this whole damn day

In fact the sun is high and shining, but I’m too drained to leave

I’ll wait for night to sink, close the blinds and lock both the doors

Oh god I’m terrified, I’m terrified to be found here, shaking and withdrawn

I need a break, I keep scratching but won’t cut deep enough to bleed

I’ll figure it out alone, Don’t know what’s gotten in to me

But it’ll be alright, it’ll be alright

It’s okay, god damn sometimes silence is all I need

To be and feel complete

It’s okay, if you never hurt you never feel a thing

And I don’t say all I mean

Fuck tomorrow and fuck all of yesterday

I’m too old to be chasing burdens by the riverside at night

A watershed waste deep with friends turning cheeks

As I’m chasing trains that never end

I cut but I don’t feel, don’t know what’s gotten…

It’s okay, god damn sometimes silence is all I need

To be and feel complete

It’s okay, if you never hurt you never feel a thing

And I don’t say all I mean

But I’m not scared, no I ain’t angry

I just need time, just need to escape

We all try, tired and broken

But it’ll be alright