I Need Help - Stitches

I get some drugs by all the mistakes that I made in the past

The scariest part of this rap game is how long Ima last &be counting that cash

I look in the mirror I see fear in my eyes

Every time I smile I’m telling a lie

If I’m being honest I wanna cry man I wanna die

I was a kid, I was a child

Every decision I made it was wild

I got some haters they want me dead

Hopefully I never make them smile

Who’s my friend who do I trust

I trust god that’s my dawg

Am I a bad person just because

I fucked up and I broke the law

No, I’m not, I got a heart

I’ll admit that I wasn’t smart

I had a role in the movie

They saw something, but then I lost my part

Yeah, it hurt

It made me feel like a piece of dirt

But every time I tried nothing ever worked

Look who I’ve become

Look at what I’ve done

I feel so numb

Life isn’t fun

I’m on a mission all by myself

I think I need help

The only reason that you didn’t know is 'cause I keep it to myself

The only reason that you didn’t know is 'cause I keep it to myself

Listen to these lyrics

I need help, I need help

Lately I been suicidal, thinking 'bout killing myself

I pray to god, show me the way

Show me the light, I’m a thief in the night

If you ever ask for my advice, I’ll probably tell you that everything would be

alright

But the truth is I don’t even believe the words that are coming right out of my

mouth

Money the root of all evil, I’m thinking of burning my house down

Down to the ground when no one’s around

My mind, my body, my soul is lost

And they all know where to be found

Maybe they’re just out of town

I hope I see them again

I’m losing all of my friends

Yeah I sin but I repent

They don’t know what I have been

Yeah I did a lot of evil

Yeah I did a lot of evil

But when I make music like this song I make it for the people

Look who I’ve become

Look at what I’ve done

I feel so numb

Life isn’t fun

I’m on a mission all by myself

I think I need help

The only reason that you didn’t know is 'cause I keep it to myself

The only reason that you didn’t know is 'cause I keep it to myself

I need help, I need help, I need help

I said, I need help, I need help, I need help

I need help, I need help, I need help

The only reason that you didn’t know is 'cause I keep it to myself