hell if you're with me - Softheart

Isolate

Hide away

Can’t find safety in this old place

Everybody just keeps saying it’ll be okay

But judging by the last few days it’s gon be the same

No-one comes by

They just act like they’re there

And yeah sometimes

Think they just act like they care

And the one time

I finally find a friend

Yeah my dumb mind

Has to ruin everything

And i’m so blind don’t see

What my whole life has told me

But my own arms can’t hold me

Like your arms could hold me

Healthy and safe

Just try his best

See i can’t trade

What life dealt me

Stay away

Nobody here except me

But i can’t say i think that will ever help me

I can’t erase

The memories

Spent too long this way

To mend me

Empty

And blank

Is something i just can’t be

Can’t fake or

Act like nothing upsets me

It feels like i just lost myself back at 16

Screaming it won’t feel like hell if you’re with me

But trust me you should have seen how it looked so dumb

Trust me you should have seen how it looked so dumb

Trust me you should have seen how it looked so dumb

You’re only saying you’re weak when you say you’re so numb

When you say you’re so