im still just a kid and im trying my best - Softheart

I walk on the broken glass

With a broken heart

Baby you don’t know the half

I hide inside

Yet I move so fast

Slam my foot up on the gas

Baby catch me if you can

At night i come alive

Let the dark surrounding me

Keeping to myself

Yeah I’m always looking down

No I never got the help

You don’t know nothing about me

Counting on me now

But they used to count me out

Same day i started being me yup

Same day we became he and she yup

No nobody ever believed in me, no

Guess i was always meant to be on my own

Anxious can’t sleep

Most nights i can’t breathe

I only believe what i can see

Don’t even get along in the family

Can’t tell if I can’t stand them or they can’t stand me

Now watch me zoom through the stars

In my fuckin' space ship

Reach my hand up in the ziplock or the mason

If i ever get a chance

I don’t plan to waste it

Super what?

i’m suited up

And i still really ain’t shit

I ain’t shit

And have you noticed yet

Bitch i’m all alone

I don’t even use my car

Cause i don’t got nowhere to go, nowhere to go

I’m always sleeping late and yet

I still stay up i feel like i’m stuck

And I need something new

Cause this shit getting old, it’s getting old

I accept i’m depressed till the death

Bitch ass rapper motherfuckers thought that i left

Bitch i didn’t

I was chillin'

I was working on my craft

And if you want my opinion

All my shit still fucking trash they don’t blast that

Bitch i’m smoking home-grown

Only pass if it’s fat

My shit make your ass have an asthma attack

What’s in my bag just distract from the bad

Guess I didn’t wish i had

But it’s after the fact

Falling

Myself

These walls that

I put down too tall in

My head

I can’t

Climb out

Anxious can’t sleep

Most nights i can’t breathe

I only believe what i can see

Don’t even get along in the family

Can’t tell if I can’t stand them or they can’t stand me

I walk on the broken glass

With a broken heart

Baby you don’t know the half

I hide inside

Yet I move so fast

Slam my foot up on the gas

Baby catch me if you can

At night i come alive

Let the dark surrounding me

Keeping to myself

Yeah I’m always looking down

No I never got the help

You don’t know nothing about me

Counting on me now

But they used to count me out