Not Yet - СЛОТ

It seems the raining leaves of autumn

only stop when winter winds will scream

Awakened…

Someone’s penetrated into my life.

Relentless.

Someone’s altering how I see my life.

When dawn surrenders all the light of day

becoming something more unseen,

the twilight…

Someone flipped another switch in my life.

is endless.

Someone that I trusted is controlling my life.

When we run to the light, from these dreams that went wrong

We expect an answer will soon come along.

(We escape expecting answers to come along.)

But we reach the end and / all we’re able to get

the words that break us / not yet, yet, yet

(are the words that break us not yet yet yet)

You throw the dice and hope that fate will

smile down on you, like it did before

but sadly…

Someone keeps me from what I want in my life

frustrating…

Someone pretends that they’re not in my life

Some words pierce into my heart so deeply

that they can / cut me to the core

completely…

Someone shifts the blame onto me for my life.

unending.

Someone sells me out making me pay with my life.

My silent adversary

hits me just like a cyclone

My screams die near the target

forever they lie unknown.

When all these wounds will open

the stitches on my eyes

that I sewed up on my own

finally is when all this fear dies.

What’s said and what is done get

drowned out by what we forget.

We’ll find an answer but not yet yet yet

My screams die near the target

finding nothing left but regret.

The words that break us not yet yet yet yet