Ko'ngil - Шохрух

Charchadim maqsadsiz yashash tarzidan

Aqlim uzra sarhadlarimning zabt etilganidan

Man huddi qulman, nafsimga arzon sotilgan

Huddi mahbusman, o’limga hukm qilingan

To’g’ri deb bilib havoi-safoni

Unutdim qalbim qo’rg’onini

Har bir harakatim yaratdi o’zimga qarshi bo’lgan qurolni

Unutdim yana nafs degan dushmanning hiylasini

Aqlimni asir oldi, har turga solib holatimni

Sog’inmadim oddiyona beg’ubor hayotimni

Sukut saqlamoq yo yana savollar bilan tutilmoq

Hammasi chalkashib ketdi bekorga

G’animatimni topshirdim nafs degan dushmani hiylasiga

O’zim esa shunchaki qulman unga

Nuqta qo’ygim kelardi hammasiga

Ammo ko’ngil yana u, yana man, yana u

Xatolardan bo’lak nelar qoldi manda?

Ko’ngil yana u, yana man, yana u

Singan haqiqatdan bo’lak nelar qoldi ko’nglimda?

Negadir dilimni og’ritadigan so’zlarni

Ko’pligidan chalkashdim

Har bir so’zlar tikan kabi botadi qalbimga, yuragimga

Gar yetmay qolsachi umrim?

Balki ertaga ohirgi bekat, ulgurishim kerak

Har hil holatdagi yaxshi amallarga

Gar nazar tashlasam razolatu xiyonatdan

Boshqa hech narsa ko’rinmas ortimda

Tobora iste’moli zinoyu safodan

Ularning oldida o’zim bosh egdim

Lek yurak egmadi, u yana mag’rur edi

U bir insonni deb urar edi

Man esa ranjitdim kimlarni deb uni

Man bosh egmadim yurak esa egdi

Man mag’rur edim yuragim esa sevardi

Yu-yuragi sevardi

Ko’ngil yana u, yana man, yana u

Xatolardan bo’lak nelar qoldi manda?

Ko’ngil yana u, yana man, yana u

Singan haqiqatdan bo’lak nelar qoldi ko’nglimda?

San ayt, nega ketding?

San ayt, mani kimlarga alishding?

San ayt, yana nelarni istardi bu ko’ngling?

San ayt, nega endi qaytding?

Ayblama san mani

Hamma ayb jilovi yo’q nafsingda

Hamma ayb o’zingda

Man esa kutardim

Sani ko’z yoshlar bilan ko’zlarimda

Bedor tunlarimda

Do’st bilib sabrni tunlarim uzun kunlarimdan

San esa hatlab o’tding beayb tuyg’ularim ustidan

Nafsingni deb yuz o’girding jonim mandan

Orada sevgi uvol ovora

Ko’nglim esa parcha bo’lib ming bora

Barglar to’kilib kelsa kuz eslagin mani

Yog’ib oppoq qor kelsa qish eslagin mani

I'm tired of a pointless lifestyle

Because my borders have been conquered over my mind

I am like a slave, sold cheap to my desires

I'm a prisoner, sentenced to death

That's right- this is not about me

I forgot the fortress of my heart

Every move I made was a weapon against me

I forgot again the trick of the enemy called lust

It captured my mind, my condition in every way

I did not miss my simple life

To remain silent or to be caught up in questions again

It was all in vain

I surrendered my booty to the deceit of the enemy of lust

And I'm just a slave to him

I want to put an end to everything

But the heart is again, again, again

What's wrong with me?

Heart again, man again, again

What is left in my mind but the broken truth?

Words that hurt my heart for some reason

I'm confused

Every word pierces my heart like a thorn

What if my life is short?

Maybe the last stop tomorrow, I have to make it

To good deeds in any situation

If I look, it is a disgrace and a betrayal

Nothing else is visible behind me

Increasing consumption of adultery

I bowed before them

Lek didn't give up, he was proud again

He would hit a man

And I said who offended him

I did not bow my head, but my heart bowed

I was proud and my heart loved it

Yu-heart loved it

Heart again, man again, again

What's wrong with me?

Heart again, man again, again

What is left in my mind but the broken truth?

Tell me, why did you leave?

Tell me, who did you exchange me for?

Tell me, what else would you like?

Tell me, why are you back now?

Don't blame me

It's all in your innocence

It's all your fault

I was waiting

I have tears in my eyes

In my sleepless nights

My friend, I have been patient all night long

And you jumped over my innocence

You turned your back on me, my soul

There is no love

And my heart is a thousand times in pieces

Remember the fall when the leaves fall

Remember the winter when it snows