I Know - Rhyme Asylum

My whole life I was lied to

That’s the reason I’ve spent most of my whole life trying to find truth

I’m suicidal, headed for my grave

When I put the blades edge onto my veins

Ignoring anything they say, all the jealousy and hate

My character get judged from expressions on my face (For real)

I’m thinking back and remembering the days

But eventually my memories will fade

And since entering the game (I know)

Things will never be the same, the world gets pleasure from my pain

My girl left and everything has changed

Now my blood boils with every mention of her name (It's that deep)

I’m torn between a devil and a saint

Now there’s countless doubts about myself embedded in my brain

And I’m going crazy

Surrounded by loved one’s but I’m the only person that I know that hates me

Killing me inside, thinking I’m alive

Living just to die

Wanted to give up, pick up, run from home

Uncontrolled was such in rush to grow

There are so many people in life that come and go

Very few people in life that touch your soul

So, by giving up I’m letting myself down

I question myself, am I heaven or hell bound

I know…

That life’s hard and it keeps getting harder

I got questions I’m seeking an answer

The truth hiding deeper and darker

I know…

That life’s hard and it keeps getting harder

I got questions I’m seeking an answer

The truth hiding deeper and darker

My soul died the day I opened my eyes

Exposing the lies and realized this world is colder than ice

I try to take control of my life

But gotta go with flow cos I know it’s like the roll of a dice

Lost all hope multiple times

But I’m soldiering by cos I know it’s my goal to survive

Most of the night I lie awake facing the ceiling

Can’t fall asleep torn between angels and demons

I’mma walk till I fall to my knees

And if I fall I will stand tall like a man born to succeed

Won’t forfeit my dreams cos their worth the patience

I take the burning hatred and turn it straight into determination

The universe is supersized

While our planets stupid curse is more human wrongs than human rights

Religion’s playing games

It’s the opium of the masses, so I take the lords name in vein

We’re all blind and cloaked in darkness

It’s a straight fact that nobody knows the answers

Some trust in a holy father cos they were baptized

Shame they need to fear God just to act right

I guess that’s life, its strangely tragic

Just when you taste the magic, before you know it fades to blackness

No one can know the facts

But one things certain, nothing’s gonna hold me back

In my life compassion is scarce

I’m trapped and ensnared in this superficial Vanity Fair

Where tyranny reigns

I’m not comforted by phrases like «God works in mysterious ways»

Hope deteriorates, the poor are getting poorer

Submerged tenth, we’re stuck treading water

Depressive aura and corruption in the hearts of men

Watching as half my friends turn into Harvey Dents

Will I suffer in silence?

(No)

Born with half the blood but none of the luck of the Irish

And I need radical changes

Couldn’t see the writing on the wall because my back was against it

I hate this not thinking positively

When we’re taught with no college degrees, tomorrow is bleak

I don’t know what to believe

God don’t offer relief, the Devil keeps following me

So, are there angels above?

I pray for heavens inhabitants, hope that their praying for us

Depression, it runs in my genes

No matter race, colour or creed we, struggle to breathe

And underachieve

Alcohol arranged a meeting between my uncle and the cousin of sleep

Suicide- the numbers increase

When I go the whole fucking globes coming with me so