Weight - Reverie

Of all the boys I’ve known & I’ve known some…

Until I first met you, I was lonesome…

This is the last love song I’m gonna write for my CD

Cuz all that lovey, dovey shit, that just could never be me

That’s not my stilo.

Before I met you I would rather sniff a kilo

Than deal with bitches & their drama but homie, we go

Together like something I’ve never experienced

& when I say your name, I know you loving hearing it

Fearing it.

That’s why I be switching up my mind

So let me tell you exactly what I’m feeling inside:

I love you like I never loved somebody in my life

Wanna hold you in my arms every day & every night

Please believe me when I tell you that I never wanna hurt you

But when we make mistakes, let’s make it work fu !

Only us could write the pages & we write em really well

Freestyles, boy, you giving me them free smiles

Switching up my habits cuz you know I gotta have it

Without you I don’t even got a reason

Sometimes I wanna fucken kill you

Wanna fuck & feel you inside & out

Been shy & doubt what I feel for you sometimes cuz you make me nervous

Cuz I’m insecure & I feel I don’t deserve this

Cuz I been hurt in the past & I don’t mean to bring up what’s passed

But the experiences I’ve had

Put me in a fucked up cognitive state

They filled me with hate.

It’s hard for me to push em away

Give me time.

Please be patient with me

Cuz I been waiting all my life so patiently

For you.

You’re the only one I wanna love

You’re my ugly mess.

Boy, you’re like the best

& I could care less what anybody says

I’m gonna be with you & the world could know it too

I hope I make you as happy as you make me everyday

Knots in my stomach every time I hear you say

«I love you.»

Cuz I love you too

Anything you need done, just ask me & I’ll do

Whatever it is.

I love it when we kiss

Love you boy, I need you & I wanna tell you this…

Only us could write the pages & we write em really well

Freestyles, boy, you giving me them free smiles

Switching up my habits cuz you know I gotta have it

Without you I don’t even got a reason