3am - RAC, Katie Herzig

3 AM and he’s still out

He says it’s to distract himself

He never was a drinker

4 AM and he’ll head home

The one place he don’t wanna go

Forever overthinking

I left him in ruins

And that’s what ruins me

But somehow I knew that

He could ruin me

5 AM the sun will rise

But darkness never leaves the sky

We used to light up the room

6 AM another girl, another face his mind will blur, we were too much too soon

I left him in ruins

And that’s what ruins mean

But somehow I knew that

That he could ruin me

If I ever loved you, if I ever loved you

You’ll never know

If I ever told you, if I ever told you

You’ll never know

You’ll never know

Call it calamity

Call it betrayed

If this were a better world

He’d call my his angel

If I ever loved you, if I ever loved you

You’ll never know

If I ever told you, if I ever told you

You’ll never know

You’ll never know

Call it calamity

Call it betrayed

If this were a better world

He’d call me his angel

Another night beneath the sheets

Waiting for his heart to beat

It used to be so loud, so bright

3 AM I heard him say

I love you my nightmare

But he won’t be sleeping

No he won’t be sleeping tonight