Far from Heaven - R-MEAN

I take a toke of this weed, feeling like I’m bulletproof

And I just fucked a bad bitch, so my confidence is thru the roof

I know i said I’d change my ways, but the mic became a murder weapon

Gettin closer and closer to hell, gettin further and further from heaven

Im losin my way but to who do I pray

Sex drugs and money, another beautiful day

In Cali, where the climate’s great but the weather is unpredictable cuz dogs

bite and guns bark

That tough talk leave it at home

We’re lost souls in need of a home

Im steady searching but this loneliness won’t leave me alone

These bitches blow up my phone, i told em i ain’t got time

Im tryna change the world baby, they think Im outta my mind

Out on my grind but these bitches hit me, can not even kiss her

Dont really know this broad homie, but i know shes sombody’s sister

Her brother was my biggest fan, he bumpin my shit

Not knowin next door his little sister sucking my dick

Im sorry mama, i know I’m wrong, just know I’m gone

Im too far to turn back baby, just know Its on

Lucifer lucifer, she welcomed me with open arms

Its Pentagon, i got it tatted like a code of arms

Im far from heaven

I watched Lucifer fall from heaven

Cuz even the devil was once an angel

The truth is heavy and painful and this my heart’s confession

And thats why Im far from heaven

I watched Lucifer fall from heaven

Cuz even the devil was once an angel

The truth is heavy and painful and this my heart’s confession

I speak the bottom of my heart off the top of my lungs

From the bottom we done started to the top, here we come

Built it from the bottom up, broken but still was strong

Rock bottom a solid foundation to build it on

I can’t just let it fall apart, the countless wars we fought

Be overthinking shit but i can’t outsmart my heart

Tried to just show em love

But kindness is weakness, c’mon

That humble shit ain’t pay off man, maybe Jesus was wrong

Cuz this ain’t heaven we live in, lets give em hell

I rep it till Im murdered off

Yall lost like sheep, Im the sheppard like a German dog

Press em till they turn to God

And turn to depression like they was a suicidal adolescent being bullied uh!

Cuz Mean’s a gemini, divided like apartheid

That’s bout to give in to the pressures of the darkside

Ya’ll praising all this mediocrity, c’mon

Bowing to the servants that was sitting in my throne

Yo, best believe they try their best to get the best of me

Rappers be taking shots but they shooting blanks like vasectomies

Thinking they really get to me

Birthing nothing except the inner strength in me

I know the Lord be thinking less and less of me

Cuz Im far from heaven, getting closer to hell

I guess I’m losing my way

Said I’m far from heaven, getting closer to hell

I guess I’m losing my way

Im so far from heaven, getting closer to hell

I think i just need to pray

Cuz im so far from heaven

Dear Father in Heaven…