When the Drugs Don't Work - Problematic

Wake up in the morning, I don’t have a sense of urgency

Taking things for granted I’ve been living with uncertainty

Try to mask the pain as I’m dealing with this scrutiny

My life is like a horror film, I’m screaming out its brutally

And honestly… Never been the type to talk about my problems

Nod your head up in agreement, you don’t ever try to solve 'em

Everybody leaves, I should know by now it’s temporary

Tryna calm my nerves but no prescription necessary

Lord please, I’m reaching out, I need some help

I’m down on both knees with constant tension overwhelmed

If Ima swim up in these waters then I swear I’m Michael Phelps

All this family drama got me living like I’m Dave Chappell

I’m so worried for my future when I should be in the moment

Depression sinking in again, I thought that it was over

I thought that I’d be happy if I gained some more exposure

But the opposite is true, I’m fucking miserable and colder

Another day through the pain and my muthafucking head still hurts

(Head still hurts)

Where you suppose to turn when the meds and the drugs don’t work?

(Drugs don’t work)

My anxiety has been killing every part of me

I can hardly breathe, my mind is my enemy

My anxiety has been killing every part of me

I can hardly breathe, my mind is my enemy

I’m detached from my emotions as I’m going through the motion

Treating everyday the same, man I’m sick and tired of loathing

In my pity, in my doubts obviously it’s so provoking

I can put on quite an act like my name was John Travolta

And I’m sorry… I can’t live up to your expectations

I may overanalyze, I might leave the conversation

I might go and break your heart but I promise no intentions

Every girl I ever loved either toxic or obsessive

Drowning slowly but I’m remaining optimistic

I must proceed, 'cause I got people that depending on me

Full speed, but I am burning out, confessing

Do not tell me open up because I’ll probably regret it

I contradict myself and question anything that’s real

Smoke another j in hopes the trauma maybe heal

Gimme more Xanax, Prozac, thanks Doctor!

And I’ll be on my way, screaming fuck Big Pharma

Another day through the pain and my muthafucking head still hurts

(Head still hurts)

Where you suppose to turn when the meds and the drugs don’t work?

(Drugs don’t work)

My anxiety has been killing every part of me

I can hardly breathe, my mind is my enemy

My anxiety has been killing every part of me

I can hardly breathe, my mind is my enemy

Gotta face my demons, don’t let 'em get ahold

Crumbling to pieces, it’s been a lonely road

Wear my scars on my sleeve like a badge of honour

And any obstacle that I encounter Ima conquer

Weak stomach so depleted but I can’t quit

Made a promise to myself that I’m all in

It’s therapeutic and it’s something that we both need

Without this music in my life I would of OD’ed

Another day through the pain and my muthafucking head still hurts

(Head still hurts)

Where you suppose to turn when the meds and the drugs don’t work?

(Drugs don’t work)

My anxiety has been killing every part of me

I can hardly breathe, my mind is my enemy

My anxiety has been killing every part of me

I can hardly breathe, my mind is my enemy