No Escape - Problematic

On the verge of breaking holding back my tears

I don’t even feel alive no more

New year, same me, still cold

Can someone please tell me what I’m fighting for?

Cause lately I’ve been so disconnected

And maybe I should go and get a friendship

Save me, so sick and tired of stressing

The pressure building up just to drop a record

Mental health, mental health

I’m screaming out because I’m not well

How many more self help books off the shelf

Do I have to read to escape this hell?

Toss and turn, I lay awake

If I don’t smoke weed then I overthink

I believe in God but I’m losing faith

I wanna love again but my heart still aches

I wanted attention I got it

But all of this money it equals more problems

I ain’t been the same since Grampy has passed

But still bring the heat like down in the tropics

Feeling my pain?

The rage in my voice

My music is therapy we can rejoice

I’m hoping one day that I can fill the void

And conquer these demons that left me destroyed

There’s no escape

I’m slowly drifting away

I’m running outta time, oooh oooh

When will I realize?

There’s no escape

I’m slowly drifting away

I’m running outta time, oooh oooh

When will I realize?

I often wonder if I’m just a burden

Know my purpose but I’m still uncertain

These constant urges they keep on splurging

Got me feeling like I’m turning to a different person

Is it for better or is it for worse?

Living my life like a circus act

Neglect myself to put everybody first

Can someone please show me where the bourbon’s at?

Eradicate these toxic traits

I’m a hypocrite because nothings changed

So delusional if the truth be told

But yet once again I’m surrounded by fake

Look at my reflection so disgusted

Wanna let go but I’m holding grudges

Needing that support like I’m stuck with crutches

More fragile than a newborn do not fuck with

Negative energy will be the death of me

Set a new goal but there’s no satisfactory

Creatures of habit and mine are so crippling

Been at rock bottom what feels like a century

Why do I feel like nobody relates?

I’m hating the small talk just cut to the chase

Wanting somebody to look in my eyes

And tell me they love me man that would be great

There’s no escape

I’m slowly drifting away

I’m running outta time, oooh oooh

When will I realize?

There’s no escape

I’m slowly drifting away

I’m running outta time, oooh oooh

When will I realize?

Watching life pass me by

With my finger on the trigger saying I’m just fine

I bet you probably guessed that I was lying

Pray for better days I hope I make it through the night

A fucking damaged soul

How much more can I take?

These memories that haunt

I simply can’t erase

God I’m feeling low

I wanna runaway

Maybe one day I can finally rid of all this pain

There’s no escape

I’m slowly drifting away

I’m running outta time, oooh oooh

When will I realize?

There’s no escape

I’m slowly drifting away

I’m running outta time, oooh oooh

When will I realize?