Suicide - Problematic

You can’t understand the way I feel my mind is potent

Is that me or the fear talking I’m always hoping

Things get better but they don’t then I’m lost coping

Nobody there when I need em I swear I’m damn broken

My head’s above but I’ve been fighting tryna stay afloat

These demons lurking but don’t ever seem to wanna go

I’ve been searching for a place that I can call my home

I’m on a dark scary path feeling so alone

And If I leave this Earth today would they really care?

You said you’d always be there for me but you’re never here

My mental issues have been forcing me to see unclear

My anxiety, depression worsens every year

I’m asking God why’d you take my best friend away?

Only 20 years old I’m left in disarray

They say your time will come it’s always for a reason

I’m tryna fight the pain I think I need some healing

I need an inspiration I swear these walls are caving

My motivation’s crumbled I’m sick and tired of waiting

Should I pick up this gun and get it over with?

Cause life ain’t always what it seems I wanna call it quits

This a situation that I needed to address

Suicide is all a joke until someone is dead

We need to act upon these issues do not go ignore it

I stand behind the one’s who suffer Ima voice it for em

Without them hardships you never gonna taste success

Without failure you will never truly be your best

You feeling lost?

Need some help?

Know it’s not too late

You got your whole life ahead don’t let it go to waste

But I’ve been tryna find a reason not to end it all

It seem’s nobody ever answers when I make a call

Can’t nobody think for me I got my own thoughts

Can’t nobody think for me I got my own thoughts

Can’t nobody, can’t nobody think for me

Can’t nobody, can’t nobody think for me

I need somebody, need somebody there for me

I need somebody, need somebody there for me

I’m feeling so lost

I’m feeling so lost

Where do I go when my mind’s gone?

Where do I turn when my mind’s gone?