Only Way Is Up - Problematic

The first day we met, I sensed a connection

I glare in my eyes looking at your reflection

Never thought I’d ever show this much affection

Your love is spreading through my body like an infection

Words can’t describe what I’d do for you

I would lie for you, I would die for you

I was stranded in the cold then you helped me through

These demons in my mind always changed my mood

Didn’t have a stable home but you let me in

Your life even with the dreaded past I’ve been

One day I wanna marry you and raise a kid

Simple kiss of your lips make my heart all bend

I had to make a choice it was drugs or her

Dark side of my brain said don’t put her first

Positivity’s a monster the evil dispersed

I’m ready for a change alter ego immersed

I feel the pressure tighten in the back of my spine

If loving you is wrong I don’t wanna be right

Keep hearing critics saying I was stupid to try

But a star needs all the darkness in order to shine

When I’m about to collapse she’s my stabilizer

Ride til we die I’m so glad I found her

Loyalty is rare she my tranquilizer

Very sensitive for the one’s around her

What’s a movement when there isn’t even one to make?

What’s a promise when it’s something I continue to break?

That was then this is now I’m still sticking with fate

Pray to God everyday for blessing my way

My girl my world can’t survive without you

Permanent forever like a tattoo

We fight we hate we laugh we make up

Made it out the struggle now the only way is up

She keeps me eating healthy in the kitchen she’s a beast

Every night I lay my head right beside me when I sleep

You were with me at the bottom now the only way is up

Wanna cherish every moment and don’t ever let it stop

Life can take you by surprise can’t predict where you’ll be headed

On the road to Armageddon only focus on the presence

Time is truly such an essence so make sure that you don’t waste it

Turn your dream into reality the glory I can taste it

Constantly at war with the person in the mirror

Running out of time is the only thing I fear

Blood pressure boiling someone get me out of here

It’s a dark scary place when Lucifer appears

Despite of my image you were there by my side

Didn’t take me as a gimmick always ready to ride

The type to mind your business I can see them starry eyes

Don’t take anything for granted just follow your pride

Felt a knife in my back every time I lied

My pen bleeds the truth with every sentence

We looking like 94 Bonnie and Clyde

Won’t conduct to no scandal like Hilary Clinton

Only views they’ll receive is an album by Drake

They ain’t walked in our shoes or exhibit the pain

Walk a mile in my chucks bet you turning away

When it rained it would pour but girl you remained

I was broke in the gutter not a cent to my name

A bad reputation and a whole lot of shame

Your smile’s irresistible you answered my prayers

Through the thick and the thin never showing despair

We’re about to take charge you’re my number 1

I’m sorry for my actions the stupid shit I’ve done

Hoping you forgive me and together we move on

We have come too far from our battles overcome

Persistent on a mission plus I always had a vision

Following my heart cause it was my intuition

Confidence has risen like a drug I am addicted

Cause without you I am nothing I can’t even stand to mention

My girl my world can’t survive without you

Permanent forever like a tattoo

We fight we hate we laugh we make up

Made it out the struggle now the only way is up

She keeps me eating healthy in the kitchen she’s a beast

Every night I lay my head right beside me when I sleep

You were with me at the bottom now the only way is up

Wanna cherish every moment and don’t ever let it stop

Life can take you by surprise can’t predict where you’ll be headed

On the road to Armageddon only focus on the presence

Time is truly such an essence so make sure that you don’t waste it

Turn your dream into reality the glory I can taste it