Love - Problematic

Right back at it falling in the same patterns

A bad temper drowning in my old habits

When it comes to love it seems that we are both blinded

Used to being treated badly c’mon smack me

I love the way it feels you should come attack me

Tell me that I’m wrong its another sad scene

Waiting for the day that I might be happy

But if I stay with you that will never happen

Love is a curse and love is an addiction

Love is what you make it I don’t ever seem to listen

I’m a liar everyday I have the balls to say it

I got a split personality two sides are different

Here’s another damn fight I can never seem to win

When we both collide its a crazy whirlwind

I grew too attached yeah I guess it’s my fault

I fell so hard like I hit the asphalt

It’s toxic, abusive, its always a nuisance

Enough with the trauma there is no conclusion

I’m only human my heart is bruising

I act like I’m fine but inside I am losing

Yeah… I just wanna know if you think of me?

All the time that we spent now it’s history

You were my lover and my best friend

Now you’re nothing but an ex that I write with my pen

Alone in my mind

Alone all the time

Alone waiting for the last goodbye

We thought about a future even thought about a kid

When you left told myself I don’t even wanna live

All the stupid shit I did it can never be forgotten

I just need a moment gotta try to clear my conscious

I started drinking I thought that would ease the pain

These memories are gonna kill these other girls are lame

Things will never be the same I was looking for complex

Something I could build now its onto the next

Why does everything I touch seem to always fall apart?

Every girl I loved pierced a dagger through my heart

We were Romeo and Juliet I told you from the start

I can’t get you out my head lately I’ve been in the dark

I’m better on my own but I dwell on the past

I ain’t good with relationships I know that’s a fact

I wanna love again but I’m scared to go back

I wanna trust again but I’m scared it won’t last

My insecurities they won’t ever go away

Never needed you moving onto better things

Just remember my name when I blow up

What we could of had now there is no more us

I’m sorry that we didn’t work out

We were never meant to be

Now I’m sitting all alone in this house

Still numb and I’m still lonely

Alone in my mind

Alone all the time

Alone waiting for the last goodbye

Alone in my mind

Alone all the time

Alone waiting for the last goodbye