Alone - Problematic

I am alive you think that I’d be optimistic

Look at my pride, should know by now I’m truly gifted

It’s what you asked for!

Growing up remember wishin'?

Things ain’t the same, I’m kinda strange, my darkness sparking interest

Not pretending, my life a tight rope barely hanging on

I socialize in crowds but literally I feel I don’t belong

Try moving on?

Ask why I’m cold, people done me wrong

Problem solved, so just like Trump I had to build a wall

Started raining, now it’s pouring, but can’t rain forever

Heart is aching, just give it time, know it will get better

God forsaken, don’t lead me down that path I won’t return

These nightmares keep me wide awake, I try to sleep but toss n' turn

I’m on the highway bout' to swerve, watching as my life flashes

Hennessy might take control, had one too many, vision blurry

Close encounter grab the wheel, now we back on track

I’m not praying for an early casket, I still wanna rap

As I get older I am careful who I stand by

I’m disconnected from the world and I don’t know why

Constantly distressed, under pressure tryna be my best

My demons waiting patiently, might let 'em out to play I guess

I’m losing grip, I can never sleep

My mind wonders, put it on repeat

They tell you hold on, stay strong, don’t bleed

Fight another battle they don’t ever see

I’ve been on a dark scary road

I don’t wanna do this no more

Tell me why I feel so alone?

I don’t wanna feel so alone

I’ve been on a dark scary road

I don’t wanna do this no more

Tell me why I feel so alone?

I don’t wanna feel so alone

I don’t wanna feel so alone

I don’t wanna feel so alone

Do I control my thoughts or do my thoughts control me?

I’m so relentless but inside I’m dying slowly

These pointless conversations I keep having with myself

Well now they’re kinda getting old, no wonder why I’m overwhelmed

So detrimental to my health, it’s like a vicious fucking spell

Downing booze until I’m oozing to forget the pain I felt

Cannot compromise, there comes a point I gotta draw the line

Or suffer with the consequences on my own so often I…

I’m losing grip, I can never sleep

My mind wonders, put it on repeat

They tell you hold on, stay strong, don’t bleed

Fight another battle they don’t ever see

I’ve been on a dark scary road

I don’t wanna do this no more

Tell me why I feel so alone?

I don’t wanna feel so alone

I’ve been on a dark scary road

I don’t wanna do this no more

Tell me why I feel so alone?

I don’t wanna feel so alone