Traumatized - Phora, Toosii

I don’t really trust nobody, I be moving low-key

I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don’t sleep

Tell me that you love me but you don’t really know me

I don’t really take nobody whord, you gotta show me

That’s just where I come from

Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from

But I’m ten toes down, and I won’t let it break me

I remember the days they said I ain’t deserve it

I ain’t had no food felt my stomach-turnin'

I was dead broke, I was dead broke (Yeah, yeah)

Numb it with the Hennessy, my stomach burnin'

Lost someone I loved, that’s who I trusted in

I just feel like I can never love again

Another day that pass, I lose another friend

In a city full of sharks, you gotta learn to swim

Drownin' in my thoughts goin' crazy

I was on my knees, prayin' somebody save me

And I was, all alone, gettin' drunk on the daily

And I all wanted as kid was the brand new Mercedes

But now I see the fake intentions of people comin' around

When I had nothin', they was nowhere to be found

They hated me back then but they fuckin' with me now

I keep my feelings locked away and hide my pain with a smile

And I don’t need no, fake love from you niggas

And I don’t need no, fake hearts from you niggas

'Cause you dubbed me, when I trusted you niggas

Now it’s funny, I don’t fuck with you niggas, no

Only hit me up when you need somethin' (When you need somethin')

Don’t know if I’m drunk or I’m just numb (Just numb)

I never understand where I came from (Came from)

Drownin' my emotions, let that shit run

And now they talk bad

They never loved me, remember that when they call back

They got they handsout, now I’m off that

I lost it all but eventually got it all back

I don’t really trust nobody, I be moving low-key

I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don’t sleep

Tell me that you love me but you don’t really know me

I don’t really take nobody where, you gotta show me

That’s just where I come from

Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from

But I’m ten toes down, and I won’t let it break me

Spendin' late nights in the PJ’s

Know they been tripping 'cause some threeway

Got a problem, I think I’m in love with a sweet chase

Give her an adrenaline rush, you give the same feelin' as a hot speed race

Been through it all, gotta stand tall, gotta stay ten toes down

I was in the back streets, spin the block, you get your shit blown out

Gassin' but I need love that’s significant

I be with demons but I’m an angel, like I’m Heaven sent

I used to do bad shit for the Hell of it

I got a story but I ain’t tellin' it

Traumatized from the pain, and it hard, it ache

I got a story but I ain’t tellin' it, do bad shit for the Hell of it

'Cause I ain’t got no more room for a heartbreak

with same guys feelin' tough will get you but I’m big like

My heart, and bitch I’ve been real from the start

I’m traumatized and paranoid, I gotta play it smart

They leavin' me in the dark

I don’t really trust nobody, I be moving low-key

I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don’t sleep

Tell me that you love me but you don’t really know me

I don’t really take nobody word, you gotta show me

That’s just where I come from

Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from

But I’m ten toes down, and I won’t let it break me