Not That Beautiful - Papa Roach

I pray you’re the best and I run from the past

I pick up the phone just to find I’m alone

It’s wearing me out in the way that my seems

Killed the faith that I had so it’s time I begin

Back to this start just to see how it feels

I was the one that you thought you could heal

Now that it’s over it’s time to move on

'Cause I was the righteous and you were the wrong

Every time I try to run and hide I feel you haunting me

I’m addicted to the games that you play

You make me feel so pitiful

Like you’re so beautiful

Your heart is beating me to death every day

But I am not that pitiful

You’re not that beautiful

I suffer inside just to feel I’m alive

I bury the truth 'cause I know it’s a lie

I never said all the things that you say

'Cause you were the master and I was a slave

If I could find me a drug to forget you

I’d overdose on the day that I met you

Kill all the drama it’s time to move on

'Cause I am the righteous and you were the wrong

Every time I try to run and hide I feel you haunting me

I’m addicted to the games that you play

You make me feel so pitiful

Like you’re so beautiful

Your heart is beating me to death every day

But I am not that pitiful

You’re not that beautiful

I’m not that pitiful

You’re not that beautiful

Every time I look at your eyes I see a demon in disguise

You fucking make me sick, you are the one that I despise

You take me, you break me, you feed me lies

And only to gain in return was my demise

So maybe I’m just crazy for believing this shit

But goddamn I can’t believe I’m fucking dealing with this

It’s like a nightmare and I can’t wake up

I just can’t wake up

I’m addicted to the games that you play

You make me feel so pitiful

Like you’re so beautiful

Your heart is beating me to death every day

But I am not that pitiful

You’re not that beautiful

I’m not that pitiful

You’re not so beautiful

(Beautiful)