Invisible - Painbastard

When my day is black and I don’t wanna go home

When my heart is cracked I would like to live on my own

When I found a reason not to trust you

Your abyss become my season I’ll break my way through

When I’m misunderstood, feel out of the right place

I would go up in smoke if I could but not lose my face

When you tell me things I don’t wanna hear

Just out of decency I don’t disappear

These are the moments, these are the days

When I wish to be dead I miss my living space

It’s too cold, too sweat, to warm to freeze

And the weight on my shoulders is so heavy that I fall on my knees

I cannot run away, I cannot hide

Everything’s wrong and nothing’s right

I lose myself, my world becomes small

I wish I could be invisible

Am I invisible?

When injustice stinks to high heaven and I cannot prevent it

When you betray me so obviously and think I’ll forget it

When you cheat me again and again and build a house of lies

Not knowing that every tear can make me colder than ice