Stained Memoriez - Nicki

How could I forget when we met in December

Her presence was majestic with a body to remember

And whether or not we were together I thought we were

Inseparable, gotta make an effort, cannot lose my temper

Yo doc, it’s been forever, you got to use whatever

You got to make me better, do not wanna remember

Just operate on every spot inside my head and

Don’t stop 'till I forget her.

(Too late)

Oop, fuck it you’re right.

I locked my eyes on her

It was love at first sight, like what a wonderful life

And we just happened to crash in

Our lives were changing lanes, «Whatever Happened» was blasting

Same question I’ve been asking myself ever since we parted ways

Broken hearted, guarded pains, eyes focused on the carpet stains

Opus of my darkest days, all just seemed to hard to face

Since your scent left my pillow, I’ve been lost in a daze

Why can’t things stay the same?

You moved on, but my feelings remain

Stuck in the past, like my memory’s stained

Please get out of my head ‘cause I’m going insane

Am I the butt end of a joke?

Because my world’s up in smoke

See, just like that, my access pass revoked

Days are ample, nights I scramble, in fact, my whole

Present’s in shambles, but my past is intact

That’s why I’m flashing back, it’s got a slight appeal

Smashing ass, ‘cause I don’t like to deal with what my feelings might reveal

Sometimes I fight to feel, this heart you had no right to steal

I used to kill to find time, now all I find is time to kill

(So might as well)

Why can’t things stay the same?

You moved on, but my feelings remain

Stuck in the past, like my memory’s stained

Please get out of my head ‘cause I’m going insane

I know I called you up a few dozen times too many

Sixteen was probably plenty, but I went and doubled twenty

Your voicemail makes it easy just to get me in a frenzy

And tease me and tempt me, deceive me so deftly

I’d feel so intensely, but I’ve calmed down immensely

My Bentley’s gassed up ‘cause I’ve been running on empty

Couple cups o' Henny, as good a time as any

To head out to your crib, let’s just say destiny sent me

Yo don’t panic, I’m waiting in my car out by your front drive

‘Cause that’s romantic, ain’t it?

I’m just hoping you’ll come by

See, I just want to talk to you a sec and understand why

You wouldn’t listen to me all about that other damn guy

I had everything you needed all his money can’t buy

Yet you cut me off for him like a samurai, and now look

He’s sitting here next to me, acting kinda camera shy

Staining my upholstery, and this the guy you stand beside

You can’t deny — wait, why’d you make the cops come?

You think I murdered your man, nah, I misinterpreted shotgun

I had more to fucking say, like clearly I’m not done

You really fucked me here and now I’m left with one option

How did it come to this?

Cock-blocked by the government

I’m gonna miss your love, so god-damned tough to quit

But I guess, it’s time to meet my maker

So take this, you fucking pigs

Why can’t things stay the same?

You moved on, but my feelings remain

Stuck in the past, like my memory’s stained

Please get out of my head ‘cause I’m going insane

Why can’t things stay the same?

You moved on, (oh, you moved on) but my feelings remain

Stuck in the past, like my memory’s stained

Please get out of my head ‘cause I’m going insane

(Get out of my head, get out of my head)