Underneath the Wave - Negative Self

Another year lined with good intentions

Another try, suffering poor conditions

Head for the ending

400 blows but keep pretending

To live a life, to give a fuck about anything

Oh no, let’s get this really clear

I count the days until I get myself out of here

Is happiness worth the waiting?

I don’t want to wait until it’s fading

Trying to focus and all mysteries aside

It’s fucking hard stay alive

Turn to the night, ignore the day and try to learn to fly

Do you really want to die?

Oh no, let’s get this really clear

I count the days until I get myself out of here

Is happiness worth the waiting?

I don’t want to wait until it’s fading

Never!

Will I bow down, accept and take this shit

Oh I refuse to be your puppet (Never!)

Will I let you get the better parts of me

Just let me fucking be

Can’t you realize it’s just a game?

And we’re the fucking pawns;

we’re the fucking slaves

Can’t you realize it’s just a game?

And we’re the fucking pawns;

we’re the fucking slaves

Another year lined with good intentions

Another try, suffering poor conditions

Head for the ending

400 blows but keep pretending

To live a life, to give a fuck about anything bout anything