My Own Company - Negative Self

You won’t help me

I need you to help me!

Save me from myself

This might be a step backwards (no!)

Actually all the way back to where I once started (Started)

(So I got to climb back up again, all the fucking way)

(Feel it) The start of demise, a pitiful need, I hate how it bleeds

Don’t want to swallow it down;

It makes it harder to breathe (I feel it burning inside)

(Feel it) The start of demise, a pitiful need, I hate how it bleeds

Don’t want to swallow it down;

It makes it harder to breathe (I feel it burning inside)

In my own company

Give in!

Give in to the pain, lie down and roll over

(Time to play dead)

The weight on my shoulders from all I keep within

My own little secret

(Tucked away tight)

Behind lock and key

Yet it keeps breaking out

Someday you’ll realize

It’s going to spark your doubt

And so it’s time again

(Hiding) From the ugly side of me, the one I don’t want to be

Victim of my own fucking mind

(Hide it) So I can take a part in a

Normal way of life and try to learn to breathe

Hiding from the ugly side of me, the side you don’t want to see

Understand the reasons, know why it’s there, did you ever really care?

After some duration and self-evaluation

I think it’s gone

But after we’ve parted, back right where I started

[Outro}

Once again I’m alone but it feels like home

(Home sweet home, all alone)

But it feels like home

(Home sweet home, all alone)

I’m all alone

(Home sweet home, all alone)