Change - Mind.In.A.Box

And I will never see the truth

This is not a matter of my youth

I do not need anybody else

Bonds would put my mind into cells

And I will never know I was wrong

Never listen to those truly strong

I do not fear anything that’s not me

Ignorance is the ultimate key

But I wouldn’t want to live like this forever

But change myself?

Never, never!

The very thought sends shivers down my spine

I’m sure everything, everything will be fine

I am the one who cries out at night

For somebody to change my weary core

Not sure why I live in endless fright

Doomed to love only myself for evermore

I am the one who has no real friends

Shallow people flocking to my banner

Always trying to make easy amends

Cherishing my own overbearing manner

Life — always fragile

I will never change

Love — always fleeting

I will never change

Life — always fragile

I will never change

Love — always fleeting

I will never change

But I wouldn’t want to live like this forever

Maybe I really was too clever

But I wouldn’t want to end like that

I would die lonely and incredibly sad

I will never drag myself out of this

The shadows of my past bogging me down

Feeling lost in turmoil and crisis

My face forever set in an endless frown

I have been hurt beyond mental repair

Thence destined to suffer eternal damnation

No one can be there for me to care

But without I will never find salvation

Lust — always empty

But I will never change

Death — always tempting

But I will never change

Lust — always empty

But I will never change

Death — always tempting

But I will never change

Everything is about control

I must never slip, nor ever fall

Anything is possible for me

I must never doubt, and finally be free

And finally be free