Control - Mind.In.A.Box

I cruise along and think I’m fine

I feel the waves and the sunshine

I lose myself and feel the tide

I feel your presence at my side

I feel no rush and think I am glad

And yet something still makes me sad

I feel it’s someone else’s stride

And I am just along for the ride

I could be fine and yet I strive

As though I’m tumbling down this endless hole

I know I’d like to lead my life

Feeling that I’m really in control

I will look on as time just flies

Content that I never ever might be whole

I feel so down and yet would rise

But I’m too scared that I might fall

I remember the day I tried

To remove the thorn in my side

I wanted to retain it all

I should have known it was your call

In the end I got it all

Got it all wrong

Much too desperate

To hang on

It was the day I lost it all

Lost it all

It was the day I lost control

Lost control

When I lost control

When I lost control