Cruel Intentions - Melanie C

The weight inside me is as heavy as a loaded gun

Exploring the pain I discover it’s fun

Makes me understand why you behave the way you do

Inflicting this on myself brings me closer to you

Lay with me your cruel intentions

Cut me deep with your deception

Tenderly without affection

Do you help yourself by hurting me?

No longer shocking how quickly you turn from good to bad

First lesson today start believing the facts

Your condemning me is valid, maybe that’s your truth

My question is this, where is the proof?

Lay with me your cruel intentions

Cut me deep with your deception

Tenderly without affection

Do you help yourself by hurting me?

Before you drag me under

Another breath, you take the air from me

Un-create this monster

Let me steel the tainted air you breathe

Lay with me your cruel intentions

Cut me deep with your deception

Tenderly without affection

Do you help yourself by hurting me?