Turd - Krill

I had a vision of myself

A turd spinning in flushing water

Not going down

I think of myself

As not going down

And maybe it’s bad

To want to go down

But if I could go somewhere

At least it’d be a sort of conviction

If I could just keep a commitment

Maybe I’d be happier

If I could just go down

And not always have such a conniption

Every time I make a commitment

Maybe i’d be happier

Maybe i’d be happier

If I could go down

I had a premonition

About my next life

I was a peanut

And someone cracked me open

But they didn’t eat me

I wanna get ate

'Cause if I could just be ate

At least then I’d be useful to someone

Instead i’m just a peanut all rotten

Sitting here and catching dust

If I could just be ate

At least someone might say I was worthy

And who would wanna nurse all this worry

If someone would swallow you

I wish someone would swallow me

Then I could go down

And take a peek at your insides

All red and brown

And come out the outside

And be a turd spinning

In flushing water

I wanna go down

'Cause if I could go somewhere

At least it’d be a sort of conviction

If I could just keep a commitment

Maybe i’d be happier

But I’ll never go down

'Cause man that would just be way too easy

I’ll never kill myself

But live forever

I’ll live forever

Then maybe I’d be happier