Past, Present, Future - K Rino

I meditated at home alone in an introspective zone

when my conscious mind takes on a deep reflective tone

As I layed afraid and replayed mistakes that i’ve made

depression covered me with his dark shade and cut like a blade

Should i seek advice from somebody that knows me the most?

Just as i asked a familiar figure slowly approached

I dont believe in paranormal beings or old seeing ghosts

but everything he told me and everything he showed me was close

I didn’t understand his motives or his purpose with me

My assessment was he could be 22 or 23

As my visual started burgin in and emergin I see

that this person indeed was just a younger version of me

He said he had words that were of the most urgent degree

Apologized for things that he had caused to occur mentally

decisons that he had made led to my discouragement G

Said at the time he couldnt see what all the turbulence be

Said history never produced a more deserving MC

That had received less and had packed a greater burden than me

«If I could merge ya knowledge now with ya fire from 93'

Just imagine how dangerous and disturbin it might be»

He showed me bad moments in my life that could’ve been nice

At times I wouldve won but I went left when I shouldve went right

well once you done it, well it’s over that’s a permanent rule

problems I couldve missed, had I made an alternative move

He reminded me well that I sat on a throne with a veil

now im lonely as hell, broken down and only a shell

of my former self, and that’s something I hated to say

just when I asked if I could make it right he faded away

three levels of my existence will clash

when my present meets my future in my past

how long will my rationale last

when my present meets my future in my past

man, what just happened to me

I must’ve blacked out or somethin man

I feel like, I feel like im in another dimension man

what’s really goin on

the psychological effects of pain i failed to withstand

to recover from it the average man seldomly can

someone tell me the plan, I looked and saw an elderly man

and he began to place me under a deep spell with his hand

I couldn’t believe that was to try to deceive me and lie

he was feeble and shy, and much older than the previous guy

I relaxed like I was high, relief I was breathin inside

he said that he would speak and that I would have no need to reply

he told me the things that I was yearnin in my past was a tree of learnin

said my future wasnt planned and that nothin was predetermined

said dont focus on rejection and personal imperfections

showed me sections of my life I should take in different directions

I couldnt see his face at all only a silhouette flamin

said there would be no deal in explainin, until I became him

what you see in front of you is the same form I remain in

it’s up to you to add to the frame of what you’ll be gainin

if you devote your inthereal hope and spiritual growth

look in the mirror close and apply not just here what i spoke

dont think current obstacles last, there’s no impossible task

you could profit with cash, the future has optional paths

I can’t reveal every dimension, Im just showin you some

I warn you now about the pitfalls so you’ll know when they come

first start your divorce, weak hearted thoughts of remorse

I can’t divulge too much there’s a chance you’ll alter the course

This warning is, right now you got throwns in your crown

But ima end it just born to astound

I see you speculating blatantly, no need to mistake me

yeah im you 20 years from now, but what will you make me

three levels of my existence will clash

when my present meets my future in my past

how long will my rationale last

when my present meets my future in my past

three levels of my existence will clash

when my present meets my future in my past

how long will my rationale last

when my present meets my future in my past