Amnesia - K Rino

I don’t know where I’m at or who I am, I’m being asked

If I recognize certain places and faces, scriptures and diagrams

Evaluations to see where my mind is

They said I’ll understand in due time but I don’t know what time is

They bring a woman in to visit me

And she descriptively begins to give to me vivid periods of my history

I’m trying to figure out who this could be

A mystery it all persist to be, right now I don’t even exist to me

She kisses me like she been missing me

Then instantly the doctor gives her paper with twenty words on a list to me

For hours he tried to empower me

And out of the twenty, nineteen I couldn’t place but one was jumping out at me

I don’t feel crazy, I’m very sane

I’m trying to gain recollection, the doctor matches pictures up to every name

I try to concentrate to remember but nothing comes

I overheard the doctor tell the same lady I’m suffering from Amnesia

My world, ain’t the same

Don’t know who I am, I don’t know my name

Can’t remember my life, I can’t remember my ways

Can’t remember my nights, I can’t remember my days

Now, they bring me to a different bed and hooked me up to a machine

That gave his thoughts when they strapped it to your head

Was I a righteous man or evil dude, they judged my feelings

To certain words based on how fast the needle moves

My reactions would diversify, the words they said sparked emotion

Some made me laugh and others made me cry

The needle jumped out at a crazy pace and when he said

The word from the list that he gave me, I saw the lady’s face

They brought a young child in

Who began to shed tears until he looked into my eyes and started smiling

Like he was happy that he found me, something was familiar about the feeling

When he wrapped his arms around me, listen

Something is coming back, I’m reminiscing

A distant memory of me and this child but there was somebody missing

Where was this other person at, part of this puzzle could be deciphered

If something could bring that person back

It’s no mirrors in this room I’m at, to prove this fact

They handed me a picture of myself and I asked em who is that

I start to drag like I’m going mad

It was something making me feel hatred for this picture even though I had

Amnesia

(Hook x2)

I tore the picture up and then I screamed

The frustration of not knowing nothing of nobody was just too extreme

Hopes that my memory could be redeemed

I’m still struggling with the one word that seemed to outshine the other 19

They strapped me down like a wild man, the lady walked back in the room

With another female who held the child’s hand

When I felt that presence it calmed me, but as they swarmed me

The calm became a storm cause what they sung alarmed me

I heard the hate they spoke with optics blurred

Telling me the reason I forgot them and myself was I forgot the word

Right then I felt it like a gust of wind

A voice said wake up, I heard clapping and I was on a stage with 2 other men

Opened my eyes and realized, G

A hypnotist had hypnotized another man and at the same time hypnotized me

He said raise your arm and hold it up

The other hypnotized man was the Dr and in my hand the list was folded up

I opened it wondering what can it be

It was the 19 words from the fantasy, the list consists of friends and family

Yeah my mother wife and son is who those people was

And the one word from the list that seemed to stand out was the word 'Love'

Suppressed in my subconscience mind, amnesia in this case

Is when love is in you but you forget to show it all the time

Now back to normal, he’s converting me

Said I wouldn’t recall a thing, went back to my seat

And told Dope, «I told you it wouldn’t work on me»

Amnesia