Up Late - Jpaulished

Up late at the edge of my bed

I’m just thinking bout all the things

I coulda did

Like what if

I just never left college for this?

And I just stayed in every place

That they wanted me in

(yeah yeah)

Up late at the edge of my bed

I’m just thinking bout all the things

I coulda did

Like what if

I just never left college for this?

And I just stayed in every place

That they wanted me in

(yeah yeah)

The spot

Where they want me

Is right at the bottom

So I dyed my hair blonde

Like i’m Dennis Rodman

I told my mom

That her son

Boutta change the climate

Everybody swear they fly

But their plane on auto pilot

Everybody sheep

They just following the heard

I just speak my fuckin mind

And they following the words

Think i’m running out of time

Life is moving like a blur

Whipping down the road

To successes

Fucked around and hit the curb

Swerve right back in my lane

Now i’m back up on the course

Try to speak down on my name

I’m attacking with a force

Ain’t no Luke Skywalking

When you’re right there in the morgue

Jpaulished with the hands

Jpaulished with the Porsche

Jpaulished with the bands

Jpaulished in the forbes

It’s all coming in the future

Man I seen it in the orb

I’m just brewing brewing brewing

Man I swear I’m Bobby Orr

I can’t wait

To make a fucking million dollars

On a tour

(yeah)

Up late at the edge of my bed

I’m just thinking bout all the things

I coulda did

Like what if

I just never left college for this?

And I just stayed in every place

That they wanted me in

(yeah yeah)

Up late at the edge of my bed

I’m just thinking bout all the things

I coulda did

Like what if

I just never left college for this?

And I just stayed in every place

That they wanted me in

(yeah yeah)

Up late at the edge of my bed

I’m just thinking bout all the things

I coulda did

Like what if

I just never left college for this?

And I just stayed in every place

That they wanted me in

(yeah yeah)

I been stressing lately

Thinking bout where I should be

Like if I killed myself

Would anyone say rest in peace?

I mean I seen some people die

And they cared for minute

A week later

Their whole life was back normalcy

What the fuck am I even doing?

My life is ruined

By the people making the rules

And assuming

That I ain’t living the life of Truman

Soon that I’ll be a movie

I think I need to get some help

Cause I been feeling so woozy

I think I might be the only person

That think like this

When I share this with the world

They don’t feel my shit

I mean

The real ones do

The rest can suck my dick

I don’t feel like you

Know what real life is

(yeah)

Up late at the edge of my bed

I’m just thinking bout all the things

I coulda did

Like what if

I just never left college for this?

And I just stayed in every place

That they wanted me in

(yeah yeah)

Up late at the edge of my bed

I’m just thinking bout all the things

I coulda did

Like what if

I just never left college for this?

And I just stayed in every place

That they wanted me in

(yeah yeah)