When It Shines - Jpaulished

I wonder where the darkness goes when it shines

Couple battles that be goin' on in my mind

I’m searchin' for the peace but oh no I can’t find

Devil lookin' at me smilin' wit' his arms out wide

I wonder where the darkness goes when it shines

Couple battles that be goin' on in my mind

I’m searchin' for the peace but oh no I can’t find

Devil lookin' at me smilin' wit' his arms out wide

The pain is comin' closer

I’m tryna burn it down like I forgot about the toaster

They comin' for m now, that’s why my gun up off my holster

And most of days I be gettin' oldr

Twenty-Five comin' at me like it’s got a motor

I guess I’m gettin' wiser like I’m Odin

But I don’t wanna owe them nothin'

I don’t wanna slow dance or hold hands or lovin'

I tried a shot at romance, a hole in my stomach

From the bullet wound, never saw it comin'

That shit for the birds like a puffin

So end it there

You don’t have to lend an ear

Vincent Van Gogh, you wanna send it here

No stop please, don’t interfere

On my Alex Supertramp, I’m leavin' this shit

That’s my only mission, blow up for a little

But solvin' that is harda than a riddle

This rap game is opposite of civil

Everybody think they gods

Song flops, then facade start comin' off

It ain’t easy, bro this shit is hard

Tryna smile even though I’m strugglin' a lot

You think it’s only makin' one damn song

No, this shit is not

There’s more than that, but I don’t wanna bore you

It’s like growin' little seeds in some shitty soil

Tryna turn it to a tree

Wit' no water, only oil

It’s almost as impossible as coppin' Rita Ora

I wonder where the darkness goes when it shines

Couple battles that be goin' on in my mind

I’m searchin' for the peace but oh no I can’t find

Devil lookin' at me smilin' wit' his arms out wide

I wonder where the darkness goes when it shines

Couple battles that be goin' on in my mind

I’m searchin' for the peace but oh no I can’t find

Devil lookin' at me smilin' wit' his arms out wide