All I Do Is Sit Inside My House All Day - Josh A

Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning

I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system

Excuse my language that’s a hang up on how shitty I been feeling

I’m sorry I feel no attraction I know that it’s been a minute

Yeah

All I do is sit in my house by myself

By my wealth

And I wonder if anybody really care about my wellbeing

Like, if I die would anybody really come out seeking?

(For me?)

It’s been a while since my phone rang

Think I’m about to start a motherfuckin' loner gang

But it would only be myself

Man I wish that I could fly away

Book a one-way ticket to the better days

Back then when I would suck in all my classes

I could see my friends with forced interactions

But we graduated, now they got jobs and they’re busy

I’m just playing Xbox and I feel shitty

Man I don’t wanna say it man this shit is formulaic

I wake up then I go right back to bed an then replay it

Music used to be my escape

Now it’s a nightmare

I pray to God but he don’t answer my prayers

But I’m living

Been growing up

Spotify blowing up

I should be happy, right?

I should keep rapping, right?

My fans’ll be clapping, right?

If I didn’t try none of this would’ve happened, right?

Yeah

I got kids who looking up to me to be a role model

Feel like I let 'em down when I down another bottle

So I put down the bottle

All I do it sit inside my house all day

Sometimes I wanna change

But I don’t ever change, no, no

All I do it sit inside my house all day

Sometimes I wanna change

But I don’t ever change, no, no