Oversight - John Anthony

Somedays I think I oversight, like all my life

All I ever done was roll the dice, and hope I’m right

Always tellin' you I’m cold as ice, when I hold the mic

Even though I barely know if I’m as dope as I

Claim to be I know I oversight, I’m low on life

All this shit won’t happen overnight, but overtime

I think I can get it goin' right, I’m so alive

Even though somedays I oversight

There’s more to life, so control your mind

Yeah

I should be takin' a break ‘cause I’m goin' insane over negative feedback

Like where did I really go wrong

I really thought that you were liking the beat trap

But said they were weak tracks like lemme get this right

I don’t believe that

Therapy you said was soft but Chronicles was just too much of me bein' mad

Like what do ya really just want from me, god damn, look it where I be at

I don’t have many connections or lot’a fans so just cut me some slack

But shit, I can understand ‘cause I said a lot’a things up on the track

That not that many people will just relate too

So I get it, even I have to ask if I believe in even half of the shit that I say

‘Cause I kinda am doubtin' myself

Like what do you know, I’m doubtin' myself

Holy shit, I be battlin' health with writin' a rhyme, this shit is just crazy

But man, can you blame me?

‘Cause all that it takes is pen and paper just to change me

‘Cause even then I know

(Hook)

Somedays I think I oversight, like all my life

All I ever done was roll the dice, and hope I’m right

Always tellin' you I’m cold as ice, when I hold the mic

Even though I barely know if I’m as dope as I

Claim to be I know I oversight, I’m low on life

All this shit won’t happen overnight, but overtime

I think I can get it goin' right, I’m so alive

Even though somedays I oversight

There’s more to life, so control your mind

I feel like nobody can stand me

Like Anthony’s the new fan hate

I feel like I’m pancaked between sayin' what I really can or can’t say

Might as well hold a hand blade to my neck and tell me to not just say things

‘Cause I don’t wanna play games with anybody else

I’m on a one player campaign

Somedays I say I’m a God, I’m tellin' you all that I am the man

I say that I’m lyrically dope but don’t even know if I really am

I makin' it seem like I’m gonna get signed but honestly man

I don’t think I have a chance, the way that the game is advanced

I’m gettin' pushed, shoved and fucked around

Dealin' with so many ups and downs

Oh fuck, look at me at now

I be livin' with a permanent frown, wow

I didn’t really think I would open up to my mistakes

If you questioning me on my own ways, I’m gonna say

(Hook)

Somedays I think I oversight, like all my life

All I ever done was roll the dice, and hope I’m right

Always tellin' you I’m cold as ice, when I hold the mic

Even though I barely know if I’m as dope as I

Claim to be I know I oversight, I’m low on life

All this shit won’t happen overnight, but overtime

I think I can get it goin' right, I’m so alive

Even though somedays I oversight

There’s more to life, so control your mind

I don’t think I’ll ever stop, this all I got

Smokin' reafer with my alpha dogs, yeah, we a squad

Bitch, I’m droppin' shit that’s hot, wait is it hot?

Nah, I feel like it’s

really not

See, this is what I be talkin' about ‘cause I can never

Agree to disagree it’s elementary-ish, like now you finally see it

Shit, I just hate to be in this situation

Believe it or not I would rather be just rappin' about purp and just leanin'

back

Nah, I’m kindin' but for real, if I ever restarted

I don’t think I’d change a thing ‘cause I gave it all my hardest

And though regardless, I haven’t just hit right on my targets

I still am an an artist who startin' to understand just how

(Hook)

Somedays I think I oversight, like all my life

All I ever done is roll the dice, and hope I’m right

Always tellin' you I’m cold as ice, when I hold the mic

Even though I barely know if I’m as dope as I, claim to be

I know I oversight, I’m low on life

This shit won’t happen just overnight, but overtime

I think I can get it goin' right, I’m so alive

Even though somedays I oversight

There’s more to life, so control your mind