In Hell - Japanese Breakfast

With my luck, you’ll be dead within the year

I’ve come to expect it

There’s nothing left to fear, at least there’s that

Face to face, and at my hands

I snowed you in with hydrocodone

Layer by layer 'til you disappear

Hell is finding someone to love

And I can’t have you

Hell is finding someone to love

And I can’t see you again

Wheeled you and laid on your side

I cried and cried and at my signal

They stopped your heart and then you died

And under the fluorescence, another sterile room

Where no one ever tells you just how clinical death looks

And I can’t unsee it, the two shots it took

Hell is finding someone to love

And I can’t have you

Hell is finding someone to love

And I can’t see you again

Hell is finding someone to love

And I can’t feel you

Hell is finding someone to love

And I can’t, I can’t