Made It Weird - Jacknife Lee, Open Mike Eagle

Had a show just last night that went great

But I could only think of the part that I hate

Hardcore fumbled a part of one song

And I keep replaying the part that went wrong

Buncha folks after it said it went good

But I couldn’t help lettin' 'em know where I stood

Killin' all the audience buzz from that night

'cause I couldn’t help sayin' in wasn’t that tight

Caught in between the realms of what’s real

Peoples' perceptions vs. what I feel

Most of the time it’s just in my head

But I still obsess on the words that I said

S’posed to be plannin' the rest of my year

But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

S’posed to be gettin' my brand new

But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

I prefer not to talk on the phone

The immediate nature is out of my zone

I prefer to text until it gets blown

By one of us misinterpreting tone

Can’t say how many times I forgot

You don’t send messages sippin' on scotch

Knew from the dots I’d made a mistake

I sent that smiley emoji too late

I can get embarrassed in thousands of ways

And I hold that feeling for two or three days

Everybody else is up and moved on

And I’m still here thinkin' about why I’m wrong

Can’t help feeling a feeling this large

Really wish I had a way to discharge

Some folks smoke and others do coke

I’m addicted to thinking about what I broke

S’posed to be plannin' the rest of my year

But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird)

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird)

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I did that)

S’posed to be gettin my brand new (yeah)

But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (Just thinkin' about it)

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it so weird)

S’posed to be plannin' the rest of my year

But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (It's still weird)

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (Oh man)

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

S’posed to be gettin my brand new (Oh oh)

But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made weird)

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

Yeah

I made it weird

I can’t stop

It’s still weird

I made it so weird

S’posed to be plannin' the rest of my year

But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird)

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird)

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

S’posed to be gettin my brand new (yeah)

But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (Just thinkin' about it)

Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it so weird)

I made it so weird

I did that

I made it so weird