Selfish - GRAACE

I thought that I’d be fine

Maybe get to know myself

But it’s hard when the lights all turn off

I feel like I’m living hell

Maybe I just need time

Think that I read somewhere that shit helps

But it’s hard when the lights all turn off

And I’ve run out of my pills

But, how are you doing?

How’s your mother?

I’ve been worried about her

And are your panic attacks getting easier or harder?

Feels like I’m pulling teeth out, the silence… no conversation

Been speaking to myself, I think she thinks I’m going crazy

Did you get the job you want?

You always said you hate your boss

And I know it’s selfish but I hate

That you’re smiling when I’m not

And I know it’s selfish, selfish

But I can’t help it, help it

And I know it’s selfish, selfish

But I can’t help it, help it

And I know it’s selfish, selfish

But I can’t help it, help it

And I know it’s selfish, selfish

But I can’t help it, help it