Downpour - Ghost Key

I’m digging myself a grave in a downpour

You used to beg down on your knees

But the hole still fills with rain

They’ve long since covered your casket

And you’re not here to stop me

So I’ll dig another hole right next to you, my final resting place

Bury me!

Fill my lungs with the earth!

Bury me!

My casket is the dirt!

Maybe I’m afraid of nothing

Overthinking gets the best of me

I don’t have much left to live for

You can come and take the rest of me

I’m not asking for forgiveness

I just regret what I did not do

To depend on me is to depend on uncertainty

Maybe that’s the reason I lost you

I can’t seem to avoid the thought of taking blame for the deaths of the ones I

love

The tempest in my chest continues to rage on

Here I am again

Standing in the rain

Here I am again

Choking on the truth

I stand staring at your tombstone

A grave reminder of the past

Every time I hear a ring

Memories come flooding back

I will not bury myself

Instead I’ll bury the shovel

Let go of the things I’m not and accept what I don’t have

Maybe I’m afraid of nothing

Overthinking gets the best of me

Maybe I’m afraid of living

It’s my mind that gets the best and you can have the rest of me