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I see my friends growing old they retract themselves into their own world

And lay in bed drinking to the old days

But I think they do not see it’s not beneficiary

To sit alone thinking about the past

There was no one there on that special day

When you blew out twenty candle on your birthday cake

And now you release what you bottled up inside

But you see you’re hurting everyone else’s pride

It makes me scared to grow old, I never want to throw in the towel or

procrastinate

That won’t be my fate

And I still don’t know what I wanna be

But I know I don’t wanna go through life unsuccessfully

I wave goodbye to my friends they’re all moving on

While I’ll be here still they’re all be gone

Though I wish them luck on the road ahead

They better not forget the things we’ve said

The things we’ve said

Adding up …

Adding up, no one sees me

Adding up, no one believes me