Self Defeating Prophecy - Dystopia

Endless voices

Shattered thoughts that cloud my head

Sleepless nights of agony

Wretched and twitching in a pool of sweat

Searching for the words to say

Babble spills out of my mouth

Starring into space

I didn’t hear what you said

I wish i could explain whats wrong with me

Why can’t i think straight

Im lost because i think to much

About…

Misery of life

No esteem from proding eyes

My confidence mistakes

Scarred to sleep or stay awake

Lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye

I am dumbfucked

All my pride sucked

I fight to gain control

Of what the fututre holds

But im fucking lost

Because i think to much

About misery

Of life no esteem from proding eyes

My confidence mistakes

Scarred to sleep or stay awake

Lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye

I ambumbfucked

All my pride sucked

Nails dig into my head

Tossing and turning in my bed

Biting my lips

Blood stained mouth

Need something more to calm me down

Will i end up dead

Or can i digest it all this shit im fed

Endured for so long

I am suprised that ive made it this far

In my lifetime

I watch people waste their lives away

It makes me sick

To think i could end up like them

But i won’t