Diary of a Battered Child - Dystopia

Smack!

My head hits the wall

Dont know why this is happening to me

A role model for me in this world

«do as i say and not as i do»

Another slap across my face

Just to show me that you care

How can i fucking love you?

What love do you have to share?

None!

Someday theres gonna be hell to pay

For treating your son this way

You can’t take my dignity

Without destroying your love for me

And you wonder why i hate your fucking guts

No time left for apologies

Fuck you

Grown apart from you

Im told that i am stupid

You taught me all i know

That im so fucking worthless

And that my lives a joke

Curled up in a ball

Is how i spent my fucking life

I tremble in fear and im bloody

And i can’t stop the tears from flooding my eyes

What have i done to deserve

The agony you call love

I got a broken arm and stitches

While other kids got kisses and hugs

Love / abuse

Ever since i was born

I get them confused

You never cared

You never will

When i die

Dont come to my funeral