There Was A Time - dounia

You don’t know my story

But you still tried to judge me

Just do not discuss me

Fucked with you once now

You disgust me

They don’t know half

Of what I surpassed

Love it all ‘cause I’m here

I could never take it back

There was a time where

I passed out in the crib

There was a time where I

Lost count of the drinks

Had a mask, hoping that it would fill me up

It was clouded where the real me was

But I found it

There was a time

Where I dead lost all my friends

Couldn’t be real when I ain’t know who I am

There was a time

I ain’t even talk to my fam

Cooped up in my own place

Cyphing like 3 whole j’s

'til I’m feeling okay

It’s different now

The intent has changed

Roll up to explore

Not numb

The art was there though

That’s been the same

Give me booth, give me beat

Going dumb

I tried to keep it real with you

You ain’t gave me the chance

I thought you were going thru it

Not going thru bitches, damn

I give credit where it’s due but

You sounded more like the fan

Turns out you were more concerned about having the

Upper hand

Thought I saw potential

Then I saw zero hope

‘cause I can’t even imagine the level of ego stroke

That got you to that place

Way you behaved, tasteless

Baby watch your language

Wrong bitch you played with

It’s different now

The intent has changed

Roll up to explore

Not numb

The art was there tho

That’s been the same

Give me booth, give me beat

Going dumb

I thought you needed a me

Like I once

Needed a me

Looking back, its delusion at it’s finest

They can laugh fuck it winning, I stay thriving

Find me a bad dounia track, yeah I dare you

Sure I’m the crazy one, I’m whyling out, I hear you

Speak on it all ‘cause I’m not pussy, I’m not scared to

They always end on my line mad sentimental

Did you even see me for me

Or was it just some ass

Couldn’t have imagined

Shorties be so trash

Well I love me for me so

So you cannot attack

Heart so pure, i just act as

Mirror, looking glass

Baby you so shallow

Showing you your shadow

Baby you so shallow

There was a time where

I passed out in the crib

There was a time where I

Lost count of the drinks

Had a mask, hoping that it would fill me up

It was clouded where the real me was

But I found it

There was a time

Where I dead lost all my friends

Couldn’t be real when I ain’t know who I am

There was a time

I ain’t even talk to my fam

Cooped up in my own place

Cyphing like 3 whole j’s

'til I’m feeling okay

It’s different now

The intent has changed

Took a year, settled down, got grounded

All my focus priorities rearranged

Now with love and real shorties I’m surrounded